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this sucks [27 Mar 2005|02:17pm] [ mood | gloomy ] yeah..me and matt broke up..and i cant get him off my mind.. when id tell ppl id say "that asshole" but i didnt mean a word of it.. i still have feelings for him..and it sucks cos ive ruined everything again. why cant i fucking watch what i say maybe if i would have just left him alone for a few days.and he wanted to talk instead of just bitching..but hey ill have to live with it..and then he imed me and said he was sorry..and i thught maybe wed get back together..but if he doesnt want it..illl just live with it..even though i cant.. how do you miss someone this much. I miss his phone calls, his i loves you, his hellos, his kisses, his everything. and ive lost it all in one fight. god i screwed up..again. Everything i wanted, i got, then lost it..guess the sayings right.. you never know how much you love something til its gone.. better go pack.. We both know this is the end

EVERYONE WHO LOVES ME..Ill add you if you tell me [24 Mar 2005|03:20pm] [ mood | loved ] My baby: god damn beautiful - Mine forever-Most meaningful thing in the world to me ^..Whew, this boy makes me fall in love with him everyday..i love you matt<3 Arielle: tookie,awsome,italian ^..She is one of the coolest peopel i know! i <3 you! Marisa: well for 1. MY MAID OF HONOR in mine 'nd justins wedding 2. the absolute cooooolest italian person i know 3. and the only person who will sing that "it's not so hard to be a pig" song! ^.Marisa are song is the shit! haha i <3 you! Devin:1.UNIQUELY JUSTIFED BY UR OWN STANDARDS 2. IDEPENTANTLY CONFIDENT AND REASSURING (WETHER IT IS SAYIN SUMIN ON UR MIND THAT PPL MOST LIKELY DO NOT WANA HEAR OR TAKIN UR OWN PATH DOWN A ROAD MOST DARE NOT GO) 3. ONE THE MOST (IF NOT THE MOST) BEAUTIFUL GIRLS IN THIS WORLD INSIDE AND OUT ^..She uses big words! lol haha I <3 you devin! We both know this is the end

Today was Decent woohoo! lol [24 Mar 2005|02:58pm] [ mood | anxious ] Kay, so today i got to school and i had to ask oakley if i could use his computer to redo something..and i did it and yah.. but i guess it was wrong color paper so i got pts. off o snap..i really dont care..yeah then i did flagg with kataya..yeah then i went into my locker and ms.c put that book in that i wanted to read!! woohoo..i needed a good book fer when iwas pissed. or when im bored..or juss wanna read?? cos ima nerd like that..yeah but iwas happy lol then we had english i got 1 wrong onthe test..thats like a 97! cos thats what it said on my test when igot it back..DAMN STRAIGHT lol.. yeah then we got all this homework.. i hate verbs lol.. then we had gym..haha that was hillarious me nad erin wre throwing balls at each other..and then we started making noises.. hahhahaha.. then i cathched fer allyson and dedo whhile they were pitching, fun stuff. then we had lit.. and we had a test which i definatly failed..but thats okay.. yeah then we had math.. and i got a KRISPY KREME donut haha yeah then me and dedo were being our sweetass selves and running thru the libraruy haha then we like ran back..after dedo took a book..haha.. and mroakley like jumped in while iwas playing iwth my hair! and i freaked..yeah then he stayed in with us fer a while cos who really likes to hear "singnor pivetta" talk lol..yeah then we had 20 mintes of nothing.. and then school was over..cos it was ahalf day.. yeah then iwent to the rest. and oakley nd mrs.q came to eat and just talked with them...then iwalkeed here with francesca..and me and marisa are gonnnnnna hang outtt and play softball..cos wre baddasses.. hhahah dont hate..lol..and im madd cos i cant see matt fer like a week due to VACATION WITH THE COOLEST PEOPLE EVER!..but im still madd lol 3 days till im gone fer 3 days..I know youlL miss me :D Thats about it* I love you<3* We both know this is the end

my day [23 Mar 2005|04:43pm] [ mood | ..looks high ] Ummm Homeroom:: Ahh nothing lol English/1st:: We took a test..thank god it was open book cos i havent been paying attention Computers/2nd:: fun stuff..just talked to allyson and dedo for most of the class literature/3rd:: we checked questions..and got other ones..o and allyson has made it clear that mr.sinatra is king herod..and he can even dance! what!? haha lol o and i gave mrsinatra that pic of allyson haha Math/4th:: jusS did a set and talked to dedo about really nothing. Lunch/Recess:: fun stuff, during recess everyone kpet touching my shit but it was funny lol. SSR:: I wrote a note to matt..then through it away cos im cool like that..and sat and did nothing for 40 minutes cos im cool like that<--allyson hates when ppl say that! haha History/5th:: nothing really, just didnt pay attention and did spellinghw...cos i didnt do notes fer like two weeks. so im boring allysons tonight. Religon/6th:: had some good converstations i guess you could say?? Science/7th:: seriously jusS sat there..gay. lol but then there was glue..and you know how that ends lol now im home..about to start typing fer term paper.. yeahhh comment if you want me/need me/love me<3 <3* We both know this is the end

I absolutely love my boyfriend<3* [22 Mar 2005|07:04pm] [ mood | loved ] Well alot happened today! haha, First iwoke up and showerd..yummy..then iwent to the ortho. funn stuff igot a new retainer..cool shit.. then iwent to school late..always fun and yeah then we had gym where we played softball.fun shit lol.. then we went to lit but instead of lit we had reconciliation! woohooo..lol.not really.. and hten we had math and we watched JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTATR! hahaha and it was Me next to zac and allyson was like right there..and omg i couldnt stop laughing.. yeah then we had lunch and yummmmmy lol then we had recess and i played some foooootballllll wha what! lol yeah didnt get hurt..damn straight.. haha yeah then we went back to the 7th grade room to finish up the movie..yeah and zac and pens paper and hands..just dnot mix haha yeah then ew had religon..Gay thats def. one ofmy worstest classes right now..yeah science we watched this movie thing and had a quiz.then the day was over and i walked home with francesca and YEAH well i have this car in my drive way and iwa slike O SHIt lol and then its just gabbys friends payne and chris so i decided to be a bitch haha lol then my lovely boyfriend came over<3 i love him so much, and he almost got caught..damn that payne haha so i like flciekd him off and hes like byeee lol then matt like ran out the door in my room and we said bye and shit..and now i dont get to see him for like a week..im upset :( lol.. well thats bout it...better get started on that term paper<3 1 ♥ We both know this is the end

Alot to say [21 Mar 2005|08:26pm] [ mood | blah ] So yeah today iwent to school and everyone wanted to see my pictures..but i looked bad in like all fo em lol.. me and matts turned out okay cos he looked really good.. and me..well i looked like santa claus with a sex change lol.. yeah then we just had classes and i really didnt pay attention o and i wrote matt a note..yeah then we had practice and iwlaked out on it cos in sick and tired of allot of shit and im not sure if i wanna play softball? idk.but its funny to see people give you durrrty looks lol..yeah then on the way home i guess my mom forgot about me coming home so i had to go to the coxs..fun stuff..yeah then i had to help my mom clean and yeah we got in a fight..whats new?? yeah then i cried.. wooohooo she always makes me do that.. o well CHEER ME UP..now im tryign to learn about all this new computer..adn havent strted term paper..o well now im talking to my baby..so everythings good..he makes me feel that way.. and i can forget about all the other shit. thats it fer now. We both know this is the end

[19 Mar 2005|07:49pm] [ mood | happy ] Lets seeeeee: Sunday was confirmation then i went and partyyyyyed lol then i spent the night at marisas... Monday me and her mom dropped marisda off at school LATE cos our parents let us skip for a half day..then i went to school and then had softball..fun stuff Tuesday umm i dont remember i think something funny happened? lol Wednesday i went to school then we went to GR to see the first half of the play then i went to APMS to take that test..that was really gay lol then after the test i went with matt and marisa to this place lol then i went home.. yeah funn day Thursday something happened i just dont remember Friday i went to school then we had mass and like it was 2and a half hours long cos we kept asking questions..cc puked..yeah gross.. then me adn allyson and dedo stayed after to set up thats always fun lol we skipped like half of another class.. yeah then we went back and then at lunch we went back and just like fooled around for a while funn stuff.. then we had stations..where dedo kept making me and allyson laugh so fr.b like nudged me to shut up lol ..whOoops lol then yeah we stayted after and fooled around with matches.. then we went back to school and went to religon where mroakley went through my binder..Uhoh lol nothing big lol.. then we had science it was soo funn lol cos we had a sub and were just fooling around most of the class.. yeah then i came home and there was a praty so i couldnt do anything so i went home and was on the phone with allyson and matt like 4 times each lol and then matt came over fer awhile.. that was the bestest cos i missed him, and i got my picture so kallie will be happy lol.. yeah Today i just like cleaned then came here and might be going to the play with marisa?.. idk yet lol... alot more happneed this week nad if i could remmebr it all..i think i have that desise where old ppl have it..but im not old.. yeah i remmerber its ALSHIMERS! thats it lol I love you Matt<3 We both know this is the end

Umm Yeah yesturday and today [11 Mar 2005|09:22pm] [ mood | nervous ] Yeah went to school late cos i had an eye doc apponitment then i went home and got ready then had the speech festival... i sucked..but matt came and watched and i got to hang out with him a little which was good :D lol, then i got thrid..thats okay lol..tehn i went home..and i wanted to call matt so i did,, and my mom got pissed cos i took her cell? and so she hung up er something..then i got pissed and almost like watned to run away.. yeah then i went to bed..and i had no school today so i stayed here all day..yeah then i came on and talked to my baby and other people:D.. yeah tomorrow im going to the dentist..then to that basketball party..then might be getting my hair done? idk.. lol Ugh, im avoiding sunday..cos im really nevous fer the party.. plus i dont get to hang out with matt this weekend..which makes it twice as bad :(.. Me: how would oyu describe me to your friends? Matt: uh i couldnt Matt: it would take all the tiem in thr world Matt: jus to think of sumthing good enough to fit the meaning of u to me ^..I sure do love him, I love you matt<3, you mean the world to me. 1 ♥ We both know this is the end

Today [08 Mar 2005|05:22pm] [ mood | cold ] Alright sooo I got to school late cos i had to go do something for AP..then we had english wehre we did term paper shit!, then we had gym where we did like goa nd throw and we would just make danny do it then we had lit where we worked on term paper stff then math where we did yearbook and i finished that thing... yeah then lunch danny was like you cant move chairs..but i did lol then like allyson was tying my shoes and jen like flipped me over lol then during recess we played ummm uker?i cant spell lol then we went and wokred on yerabook and i wrote it out and mro helped me fix some of bad english lol then i took the spelling test and went back and finished it then during hist. we took notes..but i didnt cos i hvent caught up yet and i need to tonigh..then during religon allyson and dedo got kicked out and had to go sit by jesus then me and jen were talking about how i like when my tummys rub by matt at leats i think she knew it was amtt lol and we got introuble so we had to go sit by jesus and we got a lecture lol then during science we jus ddi yearbook and mrs said i did a really godo job with it and i said thanks yeah.. now im here about to go do hw and get ready.. and last night..matt surprised me with aphone call after the first one..and i get to see him tomorrow :D I love you sooo much <3333, hes teh noly reason im doing this :P We both know this is the end

My baby wanted me to Update!., [05 Mar 2005|11:53pm] [ mood | loved ] Just got off the phone with matt and he was like update yer journal so I am..yeah today went to stps confirmation adn allyson danny and kts party that was fun then i came home and talked to matt:D I really do love him soooo much..hes the best thing thats happen to me.,Even if you think its too soon..but i love you matt<33..and im hungry so ima stop this.. I love you, happy one week :D We both know this is the end

Something Long and InCharge ;) [05 Mar 2005|03:41pm] [ mood | tired ] do you wear alot of black eyeliner: depends on what you call alot would you label your self as a prep: in a way would you label yourself as a punk: not really do you hate posers: yessssss would you say your girly: Yes what is your favorite brand of lipgloss: whatever i have er buy er looks decent. what is your typical hair do: down and straight describe your typical outfit: Jeans, shirt, something? do you prefer jeans or a skirt: Jeans relationships about how many relationships have you been in: a could do you have a boyfriend: yes.. i love you matt<333 do you prefer passionate kissing or simple pecks: Passionate. do you prefer short term or long term relationships: lonG usualy brown or blonde hair boys: Umm brown er dark blonde but im willing to change if needed lol tall or short: GOtta be taller.. er at least same hight abercrombie boys or hollister boys: depends on what tehy look like which celebrity are you convinced your going to marry: adam brody what is the longest relationship you ever had: umm 5 mnts? have you ever broke down in tears over a stupid boy: YES have you ever been dumped: Nope ever had your heart broken: THink so ever broke a heart: ..Maybe which friend is the.. quietest: Erin er Brooke one with the best skin: Erin probably one who says the funniest things: Ashlee er Allyson! ditzyest: Ciera most likely to become rich: Jennifer Lynn most likely to be a prostitute: probably be out of all my friends..well me er anna haha IM just kidding! ugliest: everyone is b-e-a-u-tiful! most boy crazy: depends on when and where appearence.. eye color: brown hair color: brown with faded out highlights that must be redone skin tone: white..? do you wear alot of make-up: depends on what you call alot do you have highlights: yessssir how often do you get your hair done: whenever mrs.a is up to it! fer srueee... about how tall are you: 5'3? about how much do you weigh: :X..over 100. would you consider yourself pretty: depends on the day. do you feel ugly at times: yes do guys give you attention because of your looks: i dont think so?.. food favorite brand of macaroni and cheese: the one in a box? favorite cereal: whateer my mommmy buys if im hungry enough..but i usually dont eat breakfast favorite resteraunt: ..Idk..probably mine since thats like the only place i eat. favorite diner: ..anyone with spinny chairs fer srue favorite coffe: cappuchino er expersso are my life..but if not there..then french vanilla coffee fer sure favorite ice cream flavor: depends on my mood..usually cookie dough favorite gum: Depends if im ditzy er about to need good breath ;) favorite kind of cookie: well..it just cant be plastic is all! favorite type of food: Italian shopping favorite mall: one with stores? favorite clothing store:..places taht have clothes? favorite department store: the one where you walk in and theyll do your makeup! i love those kinds of places. favorite make-up store: Ahh tough one. probably Sophora. I cant spell.:( but i havent been there inawhle lol last item you purchased: Ouch! i dont remember..hmm oribabky somethign fer school last time you were at the mall: umm my mom took me out of school monday to go shopping in the afternoon and we met marisa up there! and we wre just cool! lol favorite purse brand: ..one that closes? people you last went to the mall with: My mmommy, gabby, Marisa, and Mrs.Cox favorite person to shop with: anyone who will go! lol and who likes to shop or will carry my bags lol amount spent on last shopping outing: i think like 150?but it was fer confirmation! right now you're.. listening to: my head talking to myself as im writing this watching: some 50cent interview wearing: khakies and a shirt eating: mints thinking: when will this stop, when will i leave, how is matt doing at the meet lol talking to: umm myself and several other ppl saying: saying wishing: time would go by faster right about now drinking: my spit happy this survey is over: if it were..sure... lol ten random things about me 10. im italian 9. Im not self confident 8. Im 13? 7. I hate drama 6. I love my friends 5. Im very tired 4. my back hurts 3. I miss basketball 2. I play bsketball 1. basketball is my life lol.. <-- iwas thinking of bsketball lol nine things i want to do before i die 9. go back to italy 8. travel the world 7. finish my term paper 6. finish hs 5. get a decent tan 4. finish this..<--may not happen 3. make everyone happy 2. not think im ugly 1. go to college eght places i've been 8. Italy 7. ireland..fer like 5 minutes 6. Canada 5. Ohio 4. Illinois 3. School 2. CYO CAMP! 1. My basement lol seven ways to win my heart 7. Make me smile 6. Be honest with me 5. Talk to me about anything 4. Hold me / Cuddling 3. Tell me you love me, if you mean it. 2. Be romantic 1.Kiss me every now and then believe in 6. heaven 5. love at first sight 4. true love 3. everybody having someone 2. god 1. my friends things im afraid of 1. loved ones dying 2. heartbreak 3. what ppl think of me 4 losing ppl important to me! 5. ppl hating me four of my favorite items in my room 4. pictures 3. bed 2. cds 1. makeup desk thingy..vanity set they call it... three things i do everyday 3. talk 2. shower 1. sleep two people i would like to see right now 2. Matt 1. My Nonno. one person i could love forever 1. you Er Course! ONE MORE!! Relationships: 01. Fallen for your best friend? nope 02. Made out with JUST a friend? Yes 03. Been rejected? i dnot think so 04. Been in love? yes 05. Been in lust? i dont think so 06. Used someone? I dont think so 07. Been used? i dont think so 08. Cheated on someone? no 09. Been cheated on? no 10. Been kissed? Yes 11. Done something you regret? a part of me did..but no Who was the last person... 12. You touched? my baby sister 13. You talked to? my sister 14. You hugged? My sister 15. You instant messaged? marisa 16. Kissed? Matt 17. You had sex with? i havent.. 18. You yelled at? umm my sister 19. You laughed with? Allyson 20. You had a crush on? Matt 21. broke your heart? ..never..i dont think Just questions... 22. Color of your hair? brown with blonde faded highlights that must be redone..didnt i say that 23. Have tattoos? not yet 24. Piercings? Ears 25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes...i love you matt<33..didnt we already do that one too? 26. Floss daily? no.. 27. Own a webcam? somewhere..ts just not hooked up 28. Ever get off the damn computer? usually 29. Sprechen sie deutsche? Yes..the donut is mine.you old man dont try to steal it! 30. Habla espanol? no i dont do drugs! General Questions 40. Considered a life of crime? nah 41. Considered being a hooker? shhh! 42.Considered being a pimp? only to marisa..TOoooooo-oooch 43. Are you psycho? Nope 44.Split personalities? No.. 45. Schizophrenic? no 46. Obsessive? No 47. Obsessive compulsive? nope 48. Panic? Maybe 49. Anxiety? maybe?.. 50. Depressed? not i think thats gay 51. Suicidal? no way 52. Obsessed with Hate? no 53. Dream of mutilated bodies? if i was michael jackson sure lol 54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? soemtimes 55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? somewhere other than here..maybe italy 56. What would you be doing? visiting iwth afmily.. 58. What are you listening to? television 59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? Yes!..wait.. no! damnit i wanted to be weird! 60. Chicken or fish? i dont think i should choose! lol 61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? Yes!..Humans! lol nah.. CHICKENs! haha Currently: 62. Current Clothes: khakies and shirt 63. Current Mood: tired 64. Current Taste: spit n mint 65. Current Hair: Down... 66. Current Annoyance: this fucking thing 67. Current Smell: i cant.. 68. Current thing I ought to be doing: homework er naping er getting ready 69. Current Desktop Picture: some thing 70. Current Favorite Group: too many 71. Current Book: idk.im reading like 3 during school 72. Current DVD In Player: notebook 73. Current Refreshment: nothing 74. Current Worry: ahh too many...like who is still reading this?! lol Favorites: 76. Food: italian 77. Drink: Dr.Pepper.. me and matt er the only ones! 78. Color: pink/green/black 79. Shoes: old schoool 80. Candy: nerds! 81. Animal: ummm CHKICKENS ER PIMP 82. Movie: notebook er Love n Basketball 83. Dance: Chicken Dance! haha 84. Vegetable: corn! lol Future: 85. What do you want to be when you get older? Teacher..idk why..people influenced me i guess 86: Married?: fer sure 87: Kids?: 1 er 3 88: Living Where?: somewhere beau-tiful This or That: 89: Gay or straight??: Straight 90: Boxers or Briefs: Boxers 91: Reading or Writing: reading 92: Basketball or Baseball: basketball 93: Walking or Running?: walking 94: Reading or Writing: WAIT THAT WAS ALREADY SIAD lol reading.. i knew iwasnt going crazy 95: Left or Right? right 96: TV Shows or Movies: movies 98: Rap or Rock?: rap 99: Day or Night?: night FIRST First car: my feet. First funeral: nonno :( First Pet: chicken? First piercing/tattoo: ears First true love: matt First enemy: Marisa i think First big trip: italy? LASTS Last cigarette: never, ick Last Car Ride: umm this morning when the ppl dropped me off Last good cry: umm like last week Last food consumed: umm a mint Last crush: mattttt Last phone call: alllyson Last time showered: like 1 today Last shoes worn: high sandles Last item bought: umm i dnot remember..but i know thsi was asked! Last annoyance: my family Last time wanting to die: .... SPECIFICS Do you do drugs? noo What kind of Shampoo do you use? whatevvers in the shower What are you most scared of? getting dumped Where do you want to get married? catholic church FAVORITES Colors: pink er green Sports: basketball er soccer Perfume: idk..wat smells good..even if i cant Cologne: Whatever my babys waering :D HAVE YOU EVER Given anyone a bath? nope..unless you count my bby sister Bungee jumped? nope Made yourself throw up? tried ONCE Skinny Dipped? nope Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes! Pictured your crush naked? mayeeeee! ARE YOU understanding: usually unless its gay open minded: not really arrogant: helll not insecure: YES!!!!! its bad interesting: yes, what tucci isnt hungry: nope..mints enough smart: ..matt calls me a nerd :( lol organized: hell no shy: hell no attractive: i dnot think so bored easily: yes responsible: could me be obsessed: not really angry: i can be. sad: nope disappointed: no right now hyper: YEs talkative: YES!!!..and peoplesayfastbutidonthinkso theysayitalkwitoutspaces unlessibreathe.. lol We both know this is the end

yeah [01 Mar 2005|03:07pm] So today i woke up at like 710 to hear my sister screaming that chris wasnt going to school..but i figured out i didnt have school so i came down here to see if ap did..and they didnt..and my baby left me the cutest message so idecided to stay up then iwent back to bed around 10 and woke up at 1 and now im just here.... yessss i know boring day.. I love you. We both know this is the end

I love him. [28 Feb 2005|11:24pm] [ mood | loved ] **i WANt A bOY tHAt Will StAY WiTh mE fOR AlWAYS.. He'll know you can never say I love you too many times But he knows not to say it if he doesn?t mean it with all his heart    He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga           He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt and it will smell like the cologne I gave hime for his birthday And he wont care about how silly he looks being in a store full of 2nd graders      Because he knows it would be special to me He’ll stay home with me and watch Disney Movies And he'll tell me he loves it even though he doesn’t and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me. .He'll.call.me.at.3am.and.ask.me.what.i'm.doing. He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice He’ll text me every morning before school saying “Have a great day babe I love you!”   He cant walk next to me without holding my hand And he always whispers something sweet in my ear       He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear he'll always throw pebbles at my window at night He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things  to say to me All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them He'll stay up with me all night when im sick. When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear He'll slow dance with me....even if the music is fast.                 He'll tell me I'm a princess And treat me like one too He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect We always end up laughing about silly fights We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me Every time he kisses me He'll tell me he'd die without me He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day And we just never stop laughing He’ll me to drive his car because he trusts me THAT much. ....even if i AM a horrible driver. He's interested in everything I say, and he always cares about it. He’ll love my hands because of the spaces in between them... ....were his hands fit PERfECTLy he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl h'es ever met. He’ll let me listen to MY MUSIC when we’re in the car. He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines               He wont stop playing until he's won me a stuffed animal He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch TsnowflakesT on our tongues He doesn't even   like snow,   but I love it.   He’ll let you go to his football  games with his mom because he wants you there to support him..   Every time I even hear his name, it takes my breath away And when I hear him speak, I'll  fall in love  all over again He'll pay for me all the time even though I never want him to but I can never win …..But with him I could never lose either Because everything about him is just so wonderful Perfect I'll be his everything And he'll be even more to me He will love me for always.     I think thats tooooo cute. 3 ♥ We both know this is the end

Haha heres why im awesome. [06 Feb 2005|02:56pm] [ mood | jubilant ] you know your italian when...... You have a nonna. You eat Sunday dinner at 2:00 You know what a rice ball really tastes like. Your car has a green red and a white bow with a horn attached on the mirror! You know the words to Dominick the Donkey! On Christmas Eve you eat only fish Your favorite slow song: Ti Amo "Fuhggettaboutit" The Godfather is your role model You love Nutella...anytime... Your nonna's meat balls are the best You always dress to impress You always gotta have a clean pair of Fila's You love Versace, Gucci, Prada, Armani, just cause there Italian. Favorite movies: Godfather, Good Fellas, Bronx Tale, The Last Don... and you live by them. Guys gotta respect their women...or else... You've been hit with a wooden spoon or had a shoe thrown at you by either your mother or your nonna. Pasta, pasta, pasta everyday. Your father owns 5 houses, has $300,000 in the bank, but still drives a 76 Monte Carlo. You share a bathroom with your 5 brothers, have no money, but drive a $45,000 Camaro or Firebird. Your mechanic, plumber, electrician, accountant and travel agent are all blood relatives. You consider dunking a cannoli in an espresso a nutritious breakfast. Your 2 best friends are your cousin and your brother-in-law's brother-in-law. You are a card-carrying V.I.P at more than 3 strip clubs. At least 5 of your cousins live on your street. All 5 of those cousins are named after your grandfather. A high school diploma and 1 year of Nassau Community College has earned you the title of "professor" among your aunts. You are on a first name basis with at least 8 banquet hall owners. If someone in your family grows beyond 5'11", it is presumed his mother had an affair. There were more than 28 people in your bridal party. You netted more than $5,000 on your first communion. At some point in your life, you were a D.J 30 years after immigrating, your parents still say "Pronto" when answering the phone. You have ever been in a fight defending Sly Stallone's thespian greatness. Somewhere on your parents' property, there is a bathtub Madonna. You build your house with 3 materials.... brick, brick and wrought iron. You have at least one sister that went to Beauty School. Clothes from the Chess King will actually fit you. It is impossible for you to talk with your hands in your pockets. Have been to a funeral where talk of the deceased is, "He shoulda kept his big yap shut." You have many relatives named either Joe or Mary... You grew up in a small house, but you still had two kitchens. (One was in the basement) Your grandfather had a fig tree You've always wanted a red Ferrari Connie Francis songs makes you cry At least one person in your family does a great impression of Don Corleone You feel strangely comfortable when you sit on plastic-covered furniture You know all the words to "That's Amore" You are offended when the wedding you attend serves less than 9 courses despite the fact that you don't eat half of it. You ask "How much for cash?" when buying but will accept 'gifts' in exchange for cash when selling. You are not materialistic but insist a $500 wedding present is nothing. You think have a concrete backyard is nice. You think having swans in a big fountain in the front yard next to the veggie patch is tasteful. You actually believe everyone eats those sugared almonds in the bonboniere at your wedding. You always have a friend who 'owes you a favor'. You're proud to be Italian - and you pass these jokes on to all your Italian friends! We both know this is the end

havent updated in awhiLe.. [03 Feb 2005|05:14pm] [ mood | bored ] Alright so,, Sunday- We vs. st.alfreds we lost..but thats okay cos wre gonna beat them next time adn then i got home Monday was student appriciation day so we didnt ahve homeowork.. o and i got a slip friday and i didnt tell my mom till we got to school so iwas grounded for 2 days :( and i had detention..boy i hate that science room wehn im alone lol and umm what eles??.. we had an opitional practice which basically everyone came and that was fun and good cos mr.r made us do these drills that wer good, yeah thats all i really remember i think,.. Tuesday was just a Jean day and yeeah tuesday was boring.. lol o yeah 7th graders got in trouble hahaha funny Wendesday was pj day and readign day my mom had the fridege guy here so mr.o took me to school adn we went to paschal campus adn stuff and we got the room with couches and then we read with the preschoolers then we had this presentation by the KoC and then a presentation by 4 6ers about "peer pressure" yeah then we went back to cyrils and nothing really ahppened..then icame hoem and talked to ppl./. Today was the Acedemic Olympics ahahah i would purposely touch zacks ears bcause i could haha and umm i had history of course i didnt wion llol and then me and allyson Mumified zack for the mummy race lol..we lost but it wassss funn and then dedo feel on top of me.. then i saw mrs.w and i taelkd to her! i loved her when she was teacher lol and then i saw mr.b and we talekd for a bit and then we took pictrues and 1 we put our headsd all together lol then we went back to school and went to religon where we fake fought and we umm did break dancing moves cos were aweesome and then science where we didnt do anything and then we went home and yeah.. o and mr.o befroe i left gave me 2 mints and was like "allyson if she ever puts her hair in her face you tell me" adn they said i did wehn i really didnt mean too and eyah he says that when iput my hair in my face "im saying that i dont like myself??" no i really jsut have my bangs liek that cos tehy fall lol o ididnt feel good today after olympics i think it was that hotdog haaha   dont you hate it when you wanna get over someone but just cant. :/ yeahh,  i hate this. We both know this is the end

ugh, [30 Jan 2005|03:05pm] [ mood | jealous ] OKay so i stayed home yesturday after my game instead of going to a hockey game cos i didnt really feeel well --then i takled to paul who said he might come to my game!! haha tahts great, adn then i talked to kevin :D who said he might come too and he better--but he might have to work :(--,, yeah and this week is catholic schools week so..that menas like no homework for most of the week.. thats pretty saweeT :D lol but we hve a game tonight its a big one and shit so everyone better come n watch!! <33   o i got accepted into GR, but im going to AP.. but still really happy about that :),,   O and we got buddy pictures so ima put everything from this yera on like a board and shit since its my last year with all those ppl..i better start taking pictuers hehe   My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewlery, whichever you prefer.<33..   Im jealous.   i porbably wont update fer a while so yeah We both know this is the end

.:.::--HECK YES--::.:. [29 Jan 2005|02:46pm] [ mood | indescribable ] Haha your probably wondering why i have heck yes up there instead of hell yes, well because as a catholic girl i cannot say hell yes in front of coaches sooo ive started the whole team in saying "Heck Yes!" ha so last night i went home got my computer on talked to people went to practice finally got back hanigng out with jesse tomororw:D but yeah then i woke up late and stuff and teh nmy mom couldnt take up so she called oakley who called antonicola who got us lol and then we went to our game...we needed to win to get into playoffs and now were heading for first place.. haha and then bob when iwas up at the free throw line was like AND IT GOES IN! and id missit haha but i made 1 outta 4 :(  yeahhh tehn i came here.. and stuck here all day...     game tomrorow at 630. come and watch. its at home. its a big game  We both know this is the end

WooHoo Today :) [28 Jan 2005|05:06pm] [ mood | amused ] Alright so got to school around 8:20, talked to peoples away messages cos im awesome lol then we had church, gabby and chris came to visit and i called her a chinese woman haha it was very funny, then lunch was really stupid and boring cos there was nothing to do, umm then italked to pittman and james in the office.. kind of scary lol and then ummmm nothing really.. got in a bit of trouble :X but if you wanna know ask lol and thats really it cos i dont feel like typign... 1 ♥ We both know this is the end

my day in short [26 Jan 2005|08:02pm] [ mood | cold ] --Ummm not much happened.. didnt get picked up from school for like 20 minutes so i helped oakley take down the flag that apparently I messed up haha and then we talked for a bit then my mom came.. umm got report cards.. lets see::   english B+  Lit. B+     History B   Math B+     Religon A+ Science A- Spelling A   Umm i got all as in conduct probaly cos i suck up haha no more like they just dont see the shit i do lol bbut then i got a B+ in self managemetn.. WTF i waslike "how can i get all a's in conduct and a b+ in self management" and mr sinatra siad "read waht self mangaement is ((behavior during non ensturtional time er soemthign like that)) ... and htat includes lunch, church, hallawys" and i gave him a look like thats gay and he new i thought it was gay even though i do act stupid during all those tiems lol   lets see.. o yeah mr.sinatra said "Damned to you!" er soemthing like that and ididnt say anything and eh like "LOOK I MADE HER SPEECHLESS" haha very funny.. well ms.crawford thought it was... i really didnt see the  "funny" haha actually i did but then i walked into the classroom looknig for a chair and ms.c like its right ther..when it really wasnt lol then we wre looking at pics for yearbook.. DANNY HAHAH and Allyson that was great lol adn umm thats really abut it.. We both know this is the end

Im gonna be pimP and tell you about my day. [25 Jan 2005|04:46pm] [ mood | excited ] Alright so:: I woke up got ready really shitty, then left for school like an hour early and went to that thing before school where i just like slept and everyone else worked hehe im that cool and pshsic! i think.. lol then went and waiting with all the cool kids before school and talked to a bunch of people haha then in (-Im giong to be cool and tell you everything cOs your awesome-) :: Homeroom:: haha my desk got T-i-P-P-e-D! lol so i cleaned that uppp and then he like asked for the permission slips adn i was the only one  who didnt have it.. wow lol ill probably forget it tomorrow too... English:: Umm well we were taking a test and ms.c came in and was like "mr.p isnt here" and like so we didnt have gym...o and i finally started redoing notes.. haha im scrwed! History:: i guess we stwitched history and gym  for when the sub got ther.. anywho we just outlined the Constitution.. Literature:: o my during break i told mr.o that i think ihave ADD cos im always moving around hehe which is true  =O lol, then I  read the poem which was weird lol it was about bells but some how mr.s gets so much out of it im just like.. i thought it was bells?? lol yeah didnt bring lit home so def. doing that at school.. Math:: I did my lesson and forgot like the easiest thing so ms.c got all pissy at me and tehn i though i prov3d her wrong but i really messed up but she counted it.. so i only got umm 1 wrong.. beat that.. lol adn then like sam came up to me n was like YOU USE PEN DURING MATH and i wa s like. for the moment lol Lunch/Recess:: Umm "mhm thats good" haha. not funny, well yeah kind of was lol.. and recess i went all over ms.c's room looking for my math book cos im cool lol and then me and emily wre talking and james was like sitting there listening.. i was like do you wanna join in lol.. yeah funn stuff Gym:: Haha i think hes a little ..questionable.. the sub that is we had him before too... yeah then we played bball and that was fun cos my team won.. Of course :D yeah and then brooke is on my real bball team so she was on the other one for gym and iwas lke brooke pass it to me and she did.. it was funny lolguess you haddd to be there! Religon:: Unit review.. and thats about it.. o yeah me and cc : Mr.Wang tee Wee.. haha that was hillarious.. Science:: Def. hate that class but im paired up with jen and thats fun stuff always lol then me and danny did flag and yeah.. Homeroom:: Josh didnt even come to do effing cones so i had to carry them all in.. even mr.s was like wtf cos that was the second time this week.. hes doing them alone tomorrwo! lol   --yeah anywho.. i like havent talked to ashlee in forever, adn shes like one of my bestest whom i can tell ANYTHING too and shell understand.. but were like takling again which is rpetty cool cos now i have one of my good best friend secret keeper ready at anytime haha BUG hehe what would i do without you--   --yeah n me and o are having a competiton enxt practice to see whos meanier.. haha im so going to win just so i can make him run!-- lol   Well thats about it..   later Lovelys :P 1 ♥ We both know this is the end

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